The downfall of having a big heart is the vulnerability of becoming easy prey and victimized of being used ur heart is being pulled in a tug of war of mixed emotions n confusion but no matter what or how difficult things become how overwhelmed and exhausting things are you overload yourself with more than you can handle over exceeding boundaries that never should of been exceeded that are now a chaos of burdens that aren’t ur own and only rob u from ur peace n joy from the endurance of going out and giving ur all for everyone else other than yourself when u have a big heart the reality of it all starts to come clear when it affects u emotionally and mentally and u are at the urge of a major breakdown n u look around and no one’s there u break ur own heart n cause trauma to urself because all that hurt the heartache and tears u cry is something without a choice u must face n intervene alone u hold it all in n bottle it in and keep to urself as to knowing I never let no one down but truth is yeah u let urself down no matter how big ur heart is somewhere n somehow u forgot about urself when always tending n being there for everyone else not everyone has a big heart like u n when giving ur all it doesn’t give back n get u loved some utilize and take advantage of that in which u get used and abused I know it’s not what u pertain it to be or what u want to hear but its the knowledge of truth ones with a big heart just as me are blind to see not everyone is like u u need to open ur eyes instead of ur heart and see one’s for whom they really are put up n stand guard for ur well being n protect ur heart n realize people whom take will always take from the the given with no intentions of ever giving back and leave u until u have nothing n with nothing and not feel bad about it even in situations when u need some one they are the first to get up n go n leave u to deal with all the heartache and pain alone in which they partake n are reasons of ur downfalls of what u now are enduring when having a big heart ur always alone at the end…ugly truth of having a big heart ❤️
Rebecca Rojas
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Rebecca Rojas
It’s all a voice of my heart and soul.
